Today I just want to cry. A part of me feels silly for wanting to but I know it's not silly at all. Lately I have been thinking more and more about Him...how much I miss Him, how He made me feel, how much He loved me and cared for me, and how I just left Him...because someone else got the best of me. It has just been one thing after another this morning... I don't know if I had a dream about Him or what but I woke up with him on my mind and then I checked my best friends blog and she had written a poem saying all the things that I was feeling. It must be Him pointing me back... the only problem is, that I don't know how to get there or how I ever could. I'm so scared and I wish I could find a way.......